You don't dare to guess how mucht i hate you.

You don't dare to guess how mucht i love you.

Right now, i pretty mucht hate you, Bitch.

Cuz you're ignorant, slefish, and everything has to go YOUR way, and allways after YOUR mood. You never think of how I have it.

We've been friends as long as i can remember, and now i'm something you use as an accessory, something to have when your lonley. I bet you don't even care when you see me sitting by my self in the cafeteria, and you're on your way to the emo's table, your 'friends' table. I know you see me, and i know you wish you had'nt.

You sad to me that day, that day i hate, that day i hated You, that you thought that i needed to get some own friends, more friends, and that i had to know better who i am. And, yes, I don't know who i am, and i have hell of a lot problems to figure it out. But still, i think that i know what i Want to be more than you do. You even sad it yourself, "i'm a diffrent person for every person i'm whit. whit you, i act one way, and whit my other friends another way..."  that day, when you sad all those things to me, i wanted to scream at you, show you that you can't treat me like this, but instead i pretended that i coughed so that i had a reason to cry a little, cuz i just could'nt hold back the tears then.

And even if you saw me cry that day,even when i'd left school and only you knewed why ,and even if you see when i'm almost always alone at the breaks, in the cafeteria, in the libary and in our class, you still treat me the same.

I hate my self so mucht every time i get uncontroled happily when you want to bee whit me, when you speak whit me. and even though i know the reason, that you're only using me cuz there's nobody else around, i just love you sometimes, and that tears me appart inside as mucht as it makes my heart heal from the wound you gave it.

you're my worst enemy, and my best friend.

You are my heroin.